For that “feeling” that no other feeling can beat, I’d just about kill myself to win. The way things were and how everything is now made me realize that I’ve changed. How my ways were, the shit I did and how I saw things. I took the biggest chances, thinking that I wouldn’t have anything to regret. I expected too much out of it. It brought me out of reality to this world I created with all that crazy shit, from the smallest things that didn’t even mean much. Its like I lost my own battle.

Looking back, I was stubborn enough to know my own good.

Sometimes, to get what you never had, you have to do some shit you’ve never done. With that, consequences could happen but sometimes you have to take risks whether its for the good or bad. It could be the best decision you’ve ever made or the complete opposite. In the end, we all have to keep moving and not depend on shit that could happen when it hasn’t even happened.

cjbalmaceda:

Yeah, people always say that, but believe me when I say it. I’m not going to give up on you, ever. When you’re down, I’ll always do my best to cheer you up and make you smile. Why? Because you deserve it. If I have a problem, I’ll try to put it aside just so you could be happy. Why do all of this? I really care about you, simple as that. Oh and actions speak louder than words right? So watch me prove it. I’m every bit determined to do so.

(via kclynnm)

Its hard to give up something you know might never happen, but its even harder to give up cause you know its everything you wanted.